Goodbye........

I still remember the moment when you said goodbye
It was like my heart was ripped out from the inside
You looked so amazing I couldn't stop staring,
and could barely hear the words that came out of your mouth.
The only thing that I heard was your "Goodbye"
and it was loud and clear, felt like I was going to die.
I was so angry and felt liking bursting out,
but I love you too much to even shout.
You were so calm and I couldn't bear it,
felt like it was too east for you to leave me.
You made me feel things that I hadn't thought of,
and then you left me like I some broken doll.
Doesn't seem like you felt what I feel for you,
It's gonna be really hard for me to live without you.
I know you will be happy even though I'll be sad,
And that thought makes me smile even when I wanna cry so bad.
I'm not sure if you're leaving because I did something wrong,
But I do know that if you loved me you would've stayed.
I know there is nothing I can do now to stop you,
Coz you've made your choice to move on.
I wish all the best for your life ahead,
And hope you get someone who you don't have to quit on........

The love of my life.....

I was once someone who was afraid to live,

live the life I always wanted.

I was scared, lonely and so depressed,

now aware what I was missing.

so many people around me but still alone,

my mind was a total mess.

My heart wanted to fly and explore

but I didn't have the courage to do that.

I had no confidence to face the world,

no will to be what I wanted to be.

I was unable to risks, had too much fear,

I wasn't able to take a step when I was near.

But then came you, the love of my life,

gave me the hope my soul needed.

your confidence made me walk that extra mile,

towards the goal that I had hidden inside.

You were always beside me when I was sad,

always around when I was lost in the crowd.

You held my hand when I was ill, not well.

You brought me back from what I would call hell.

I want you to know that I would never leave you,

And that you can count on me whenever you need me......

Forever......

My love, my life, my sweet little girl,

It's time you knew how I feel.

My heart is like an ocean of your love,

To me all this seems so unreal.

I never thought I would be so in love,

after what I have been through.

And I still remember the first time,

when I got to put my eyes on you.

You were just a friend to me at that time,

and I didn't want that to change.

We were having so much fun,

that we forgot how life gets so strange.

Time passed and we got so damn close,

and we ended up being together.

Look at us now, we are together as"One"

and we wanna love each other forever.

For all our lives and eternity,

we want to with each other.

Because the thing we have between us,

well, this is gonna be there forever.........

That's what love is all about....

What is love? 

Yes, this is a question that no one has been able to answer. It is a strange feeling isn't it? It makes you go crazy for that one person and you just want to spend an endless time with that person. It doesn't care what your age is, whether you are 10 or you are 60 love can get to you and drive you nuts. Its something that you can just not control. You can protect yourself from rain, fire, pain, hurt but not love. It stings like a bee and can get into your skin even if you are wearing 5 layers of clothing. It's so unbearable that it takes your sleep and your breath away. It makes your mind numb and all you can think is that you want that person next to you at all times. Amazingly love can make you forget pain even when the strongest of medicines doesn't work. It can make you life awesome even if you are in the most miserable conditions. It just turns the world upside down. It makes you do things that you never wanted to and never thought of but you still enjoy those. It changes you in ways that you can't understand and never will. But you know what they say.......That's what "LOVE" is all about. 

It makes you feel like you are in heaven....:))